The suddenness! The sheer suddenness of the move. The unexpected nature of the move. The unpredictability of the move. The fact that there was no warning! 2020 has been an absolute shit show, and even though I was delusional enough to think this would be my year, it, in some way, was. But before I [...]
Tag: #Selfdoubt
One Day At A Time
With how busy work has kept me, every post I put up on here has started to look similar. Maybe because I’ve run out of ideas or I have more to say. But now that we’re here let’s talk about it. I keep mentioning how difficult the pandemic has been for me mentally, and while [...]
Sitting, Waiting, Wishing
This constant state of ‘what even’ has been my favourite chore of 2020 so far! I feel like you have been my therapist more than my readers because ah shit, here we go again! Settle down, and prepare yourselves for another rant session with your favourite pessimist. When all of this first started, I remember [...]
Smile
People keep telling him,That he's a ball of negativity and dark energy.While most envision him as a venom-spewing snake,The reality wasn't far off. He was slowly rotting on the inside.To the world, his arrogance kept them at bay,If only they knew, just how lost he was.They'd always say he seemed to live in a bubble,But [...]
How To Deal With Your Emotions 101?
“Stop being so emotional. It’s not a good look.” “What are you pouting about today?” “Oh! Look at Mr. or Ms I have no emotions!”. All of us at some point have either said or heard either of these phrases. But why is this even a thing? We always tend to confuse emotions and feelings, [...]
I Was Their Light
They always said the world is bright,But things seemed different,They just weren't right. I'd only ever heard of privilege,Yet some were born into it,And they'd known nothing but rage. My world was filled with nothing but darkness,And it felt like I was thrown into the depth of the world,With nothing but them as my harness. [...]