With how busy work has kept me, every post I put up on here has started to look similar. Maybe because I’ve run out of ideas or I have more to say. But now that we’re here let’s talk about it. I keep mentioning how difficult the pandemic has been for me mentally, and while [...]
Tag: #selfhatred
Smile
People keep telling him,That he's a ball of negativity and dark energy.While most envision him as a venom-spewing snake,The reality wasn't far off. He was slowly rotting on the inside.To the world, his arrogance kept them at bay,If only they knew, just how lost he was.They'd always say he seemed to live in a bubble,But [...]
I’ve Tried So Hard
‘No more self-deprecating jokes’, I whisper in between soft sobs. For the longest time now, I have constantly made jokes about things that could be deemed controversial by many. However, even though they were more about me and my mental state, it would trigger almost everyone else around me. I mean, I get it. No [...]